Innocence Lost















by Njabulo Ngobese


Fighting to keep up with the social standards of modern day society, campus life for most young women hasn't been a walk in the park. The pressures to fit in with the city's elite has partly been reason behind most young adults falling prey to the inner city decay that has cornered them into selling their souls to indulge in a lifestyle of quick and easy money.



Hailing from poverty stricken communities, most girls who seize their independence when moving to the big cities usually find themselves at the helm of temptations. The prostitution ring continues to grow in Durban as more and more young female adults flock into the prostitution market with hopes of earning enough money to buy acceptance in desired society.


What's more troubling is a shocking revelation of how some of these girls give up themselves without any form of protection at the expense of the client paying a little extra money for their services. At the risk of contracting sexually transmitted infections, it seems like these young adults will stop at nothing to get that financial fulfilment.


According to a student at Berea Technikon, a certain res is used as a brothel by its owners. The girls who reside there have to sell their bodies to keep a roof over their heads. However that's part reason behind their activities, according to our undisclosed source, some of these students sell their bodies for the thrill of being financially independent. The pressures of keeping up with the latest trends and buying acceptance from the economically stable circles also adds to their reasoning for engaging in such activities.


It is uncertain what the future holds for these girls but the rapid spread of HIV/AIDS will continue to do damage on a new frontier if the government doesn't tighten it's laws around illegal prostitution.


Sisterhood/Dancing With Angels

Sisterhood
by
Gabisile Nkosi


Compiled by Njabulo Ngobese


The spirit of womanhood continues its reign as we embrace the women who have dedicated their arts and crafts to the fight for children's rights.


Durban based artist Gabisile Nkosi, has been a participant in community educational projects and is interested in the therapeutic effects of art making. She has contributed to Art for Humanity's Break the Silence HIV/AIDS Billboard and Portfolio Project. Her work has been seen in several group and solo exhibitions in South Africa and abroad. Gabisile is also part of the permanent collection of the Durban Art Gallery. She's currently at the Caversham Press in KwaZulu-Natal Midlands.


Poem:


Dancing with Angels
Mavis Smallberg
she is singing new lullabies, jumping in new dreams
dancing with angels so her child becomes whole
under her feet is the debris of pain
beauty defaced, dead trampled dreams
all anchor her spirit
deprive her of hope
there’s a rustling of angel wings swift in the air
up to her knees are memories of sorrow
ribbons and bones tattered and broken
her relics of tears
his violations of trust
there’s a landing of angel feet soft in the air
she is dive-bombed by devils
they poison her head
ride on her back
shake up her heart
there’s a sounding of spirit war stirring the air
then she hears angelsong inside her heart
she starts learning the lesson, opens her eyes
unchains her feet
unties her soul
there’s a whispering of angel voices always in air
and she is singing new lullabies, jumping in new dreams
dancing with angels so her child becomes whole


Dans met Engele
Afrikaans translation of poem extract: Marí Peté
verstrengel in herinnering van smart,
beendere gebreek en klere geskeur,
haar oorblyfsels van liefde
sy skending van vertroue
maar engelvoete land sag in die lug
en in haar hart hoor sy hul sing -
sy begin te leer, haar oë gaan oop,
ontketen haar voete
bevry haar siel




A Brief Biography of Mavis Smallberg


Mavis Smallberg has been writing and performing poetry since the early 1980s and currently works at the Robben Island Museum. Mavis has been involved in various cultural collectives such as a COSAW, Vakalisa, Red Rituals and WEAVE. She has taken part in many group and individual poetry performances and readings. Her work has been published in several national and international anthologies.


The most recent ones are Women on War: An international Anthology of Writing from Antiquity to the Present (Ed. Daniela Gioseffi), Feminist Press (City University of New York, New York 2003), Women Writing Africa (Wits University Press, Johannesburg 2003).




A Flower For Malika/Girl Child





A Flower for Malika
by
Judith Mason


Compiled by Njabulo Ngobese


Born in 1938 in Pretoria, Judith Mason is a BA degree graduate in Fine Arts of which she obtained at the University of Witwatersrand in 1960. She taught painting at the University of the Witwatersrand and occasionally at other institutions on a casual basis e.g. University of Pretoria, Michaelis School of Art. Judith exhibited frequently in South Africa between the time period of 1962 and 2002. She has works in all major South African art collections of private and public bodies in Europe and the USA and has represented South Africa at the Venice Biennale in 1966 taking part in various Valparaiso and Sao Paolo Biennales in the 70s.


Judith Mason's publications include a mixed media portfolio in collaboration with Ted Townsend, poet; A Dante Bestiary (ombondi editions, New York, 1990); lithographs for selected poems by Patrick Cullinan (The Artists' Press, 1993) and Talking Pictures (essays published in 1988 by the Broederstroom Press).


Poem:


Girl Child
Malika Ndlovu
Girl child
Wild virgin flower
Surviving even where the soil
Aches for rain
Will bear no grain or fruit
Where innocence and youth
Is harvested with brutality
Where she more than her brother
Suffers the scorching of a dominant Sun
Forcing her into the shadows
Where she can be forgotten
Neglected
Underestimated
In more ways than one
Buried
Girl child
Wild virgin flower
Misled and mis-educated
Not only
By the twisted tales of tradition she is fed
But by those who continue
To teach these poisoned lessons
By their actions
Mothers, fathers, older brothers and sisters
Who show her
She is less
Unwanted
Or born to be burdened
Exploited
Violated
Girl child
Wild virgin flower
How do you recognise your Self
In these mists of projected fear
How do you hear you own voice
Discern when and how
You can make your own choices
Girl child
Wild virgin flower
Open your petals with courage
Bear your dreams to the night sky
Under Moon’s glow
You will come to know
The truth of your origin
The immeasurable power
Of your authentic nature
Uncover the wealth and wisdom
Of your scorned and silenced
Female ancestry
Guidance for your growth
Girl child
Wild virgin flower
When ominous clouds loom
And you cannot protect yourself from the flood
Let these tides of pain
Feed your roots
Fire your determination
Trust that as you shed skin
Lose parts of yourself to threatening winds
These seasons of sorrow will change
You were destined to be here
In this moment
In this place
In this body
In this time
You are the fountain source
The life force
Of all that is woman
Shining in her fullness
With her innate resilience
Bearing miraculous fruit


Mntwana Wentombazane
IsiZulu translation coordinated by Dr Maria Letsie
Mntwana wentombazane,mbali yasehlane
Udukisiwe awufundiswanga kahle
Hhayi ngezinganekwane ezingeyizo oxoxelwe zona
Kodwa ngalabo abaqhubekayo
Befundisa lezizimfundiso ezingezizo ngezenzo zabo
Onina, oyise, abanewabo nodadewabo abameyayo
Ongafunwa noma ozelwe ukwethweswa umthwalo, exhashaziwe,ehlukunyeziwe
Mntwana wentombazane, mbali yasehlane
Qhakaza ngesibindi
Feza amaphupho akho esibhakabhakeni
Ngaphansi kokukhanya kwenyanga uyokwazi ukunotha nokuhlakanipha
Kwamathongo akho anga hlonishwanga nabulawa
Uyisusa somthombo, Amandla empilo abo bonke besifazane
Nokuqina kwakho kokuzalwa, uthela izithelo ezimangazayo




A Brief Biography of Malika Ndlovu


Malika Lueen Ndlovu is a Durban-born poet, playwright, performer, arts project manager and mother of three, with a wide range of experience in the arts and arts management arenas. She has two of her own poetry anthologies, Born in Africa But and Womb to World: A Labour of Love, and her work also features in several local and international publications. She is dedicated to creating indigenous multi-media works in line with her personal motto "healing through creativity".


Malika is a founder-member of Cape Town-based women writers' collective WEAVE, co-editor of their multi-genre anthology WEAVE’s Ink @ Boiling Point: A selection of 21st Century Black Women’s writing from the Southern Tip of Africa. Malika has recently joined The Mothertongue Project, a women performing artists, writers and visual artists collective, scripting for their highly successful Grahamstown Festival 2004 production Uhambo! : Pieces of a Dream. She has also initiated the And The Word Was Woman Ensemble of 14 local performance poets, bringing together established Cape Town writers and fresh writing talents.